"I was in Europe. Specifically, Italy, England, and then Scotland. I was traveling around with my fiance," she says with a shrug. Not that she owes this man an explanation. But she finds herself wanting to explain, anyway. She feels s full of contradictions; she doesn't know what to make of them, if she can make anything of them. "He died and then a woman in Paris told me to come back here. God knows why, but here I am."